Memoirs of a Happy Failure

Discover the life of Alice von Hildebrand, as she movingly recounts her childhood years in Belgium, her life as a refugee in the United States, and her career as a professor for 37 years at Hunter College in New York. Read how she faced constant, systemic opposition in her career, not only because of her gender but because of her Catholic faith — and how, through it all, she maintained an attitude of reverence, hope, and gratitude.

I never compromised what I knew to be true for the sake of worldly advantages. So, even though I am a failure, I am a most successful and happy one.
Alice von Hildebrand

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Lily: The Voice of Alice von Hildebrand

Alice von Hildebrand — “Lily” to her friends — was an exceptional conversationalist and teacher. She possessed an unrivaled clarity and a charming wit that knew no bounds. Our archival podcast showcases Lily at her very best. In this episode, she walks us through an abridged version of Memoirs of a Happy Failure.

Reviews of the Book

Alice von Hildebrand’s memoir of her years at Hunter College is a glistening, brilliant, priceless gem. She is so witty, wise, and indefatigable in her stand for Truth that simply to be in her presence, whether in the classroom or in the vital pages of this book, is to be profoundly inspired.

Eric Metaxas

Memoirs of a Happy Failure fills us with gratitude for the gift of Dr. Alice von Hildebrand life in Christ, lived with so much integrity and vigor over many years, as she has tirelessly given witness to the truth by both her example and her teaching.

Raymond Cardinal Burke

Dr. von Hildebrand’s fascinating life brings into sharp relief the way in which all people—whether their title is Cardinal, Professor, Mom, Dad, or Friend—are called to bring the light of Christ into the world around them. The stories recounted here of the transformative impact that God’s love had on so many of Dr. von Hildebrand’s students remind us that we are all instruments of God’s plan.